Choosing potential when life gets hard, taking risks, moving forward into the light

Life is a series of choices, dying with a disability, makes those choices that more difficult, especially when we are learning to do it on our own when we battle out so many other challenges like I did all that once mental health challenges, gree, loss, addiction, isolation, Abandonment, regret, remorse, disappointment, lack of self-worth insecurities. All of this might seem dark and it might seem a little bit hollow circumstances in life do come at you and sometimes they come all at once as they did with myself

But what do you do when you're ready to get up when you've had enough when you're so exhausted that you realize as it is an epiphany that I can get up I can stand up I might fall again. I might hurt myself I might not do the right thing, but I can get up again and I can keep on getting up and I can keep on getting up and I can keep on getting up and I will move forward, step-by-step step-by-step. I will realize my word I will realize my potential I will realizeThat I don't need to use substances to make myself feel better. I can just be myself, but I can be sober that I can keep the voices at bay. They will still be there, but I can keep them at bay. There is lightness. at the end, the tunnel. And if we just start moving forward, it gets easier and easier and less complicated and we can keep on doing so finding our passion, finding our purpose and finding our light.